Being the host

i dont wannaaaa be the host.

i feel like i have the opposite of wanting to be in front most of the time im “host” and i am tired

as “host” i kind of wanted to “step down” and let others pick out a pfp. that lasted about a week

should i reject this label. does it model my system well. i’m not sure. i just know i’m the primary fronter.

primary as in “most often”.

do i even know this though. what if it’s another member masking as me.

i have the privilege of our legal name. what does that mean.