lonely mornings

i’m friends w a lot of americans, and a lot of sleepy brits. due to my meds, i sorta have to wake up early? if i take them past like 9am my sleep is ruined. i’ve come to realise how lonely it is before about 2pm.

i’ve not got much going on, i guess. i’m unemployed and don’t do much as of recent.

sometimes, i’ll wake up and catch the last americans just holding out before sleep. it’s a weird sort of passing over ritual we have. like. “good night! good morning!”

did you know that youth unemployment here is at like. 15%. thats like. one point five in ten. like you could get ten 16-24 year olds in a room and (statistically) one or two of them would be a NEET. isn’t that sort of wild. what are we doing. is there a future for us

that’s what i think about in these mornings.

Currently listening to “Never Bothered – josephine’s next million miles”