Making Things
um! supposedly, to make things you need like
- skill
- creative drive
- um.. time i guess? energy?
i think im lacking some of these?
i have some sorta creative drive. i listen 2 music and get inspired a lot. i dearly dearly want to make things. ive been listening to Reserv a lot and it’s been making me feel things.
i just feel like i’m lacking something? maybe it’s skill. maybe i’m too scared to touch a daw, to put pen to paper. maybe i don’t have a creative mind? though i doubt that. more of an intrusive thought, that.
i wish someone would like, lock me in a room for a week with all the nutrients i need and a laptop and a midi keyboard and a drawing tablet. i want to not be burdened by life.
maybe i’m just lacking energy, then? skill is solvable, just do the thing. energy is the real constraint there.
how do you get energy to do art? maybe i just need to wait it out? my home situation is not really conducive to doing art really. it’s not great.
currently listening to Sleepyhead - Reserv.
Maybe we should go to the gym. It would probably improve our mental state a bit. Maybe that would help us.
yeah, maybe